So today I figured out who my true friends are.... there is less then I thought.... One of my best friends have cast me aside because all she wants is her boyfriend.... another of my best friends tried to force me into having sex with them three weeks ago.... This... coming from some of the only people I thought I could trust. I tired of getting hurt.... I am tired of crying. This is ridiculous... it just feels like a twisted dream I can't wake up from.... I am so confused and so lost at this point... I already had trust issues.... thanks for proving my mother right... I did discover that some friends can be counted on for anything... even if we haven't talked in months.... makes me wonder if how blind I have truly been when I think of my "Wonderwall"